staying up when I should be asleep. Pondering life's endless mysteries, and thinking about personal current events. Apparently I'm being followed, or watched. It's the only way I can see things working. Someone knows something I didn't tell anyone, let alone hint at. Now I'm getting really irritated because the ******** won't tell me his source. So not only does it feel like my friends are lying to me, it feels like I've been betrayed in a way. This information regards me and my life. Business mine alone, so why the ******** isn't he telling me. I OF ALL PEOPLE DESERVE TO KNOW THE ******** TRUTH!! I've been changing lately, trying to make amends. With myself, with the world, at least a small part of it. I've been speaking with the utmost honesty. Trying to be a better person is difficult when everything points to "Why bother, it's just gonna screw you over in the end". Now some people may think they can lie to me. NEWSFLASH!!! YOU CAN'T. I'm one with a silvery-forked tongue laced with deceit. I know lies, I know falsehoods or all shapes and sizes. You can think you pulled one over on me for now. Enjoy your fleeting victory, it will abruptly END. I will get the information I seek and make suffer those who halted my progression of it. Now I'm going to sleep. I have to ******** work my tail off again this week because my boss is a b***h. I will leave with these hypnotic lyrics:
"Hold me, Thrill me, Kiss me, Kill me."
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