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... Ever lost a close friend? Not to death, but lost them as a friend because of your own self? Well, I've just lost one. And it sure hurts, like something breaking inside. I can't cry, but I feel very sad. I was hoping that I'd be forgiven, even though if it was me, I'd probably not forgive myself either. But I know I'll move on. I've had many friends do that to me. Which is why I have a very few select close friends... but if I lose these other two friends, besides some here, then I think I may just lose everything... and feel my heart shatter completely. I never knew friendship could hurt so much... But its all my fault so I can't blame anyone but myself.

Posted by: Forever_Alone_in_Darkness Thu Jun 12, 2008 @ 03:33am

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Arth Mawr
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Commented on: Thu Jun 12, 2008 @ 03:57am


	Nothing that is precious is easy. Learn from this and do not betray a friendship again. Forgiveness cannot be obtained unless it is asked for. Have you asked the person to forgive you? Perhaps you should wait awhile and then offer an apology. It may not be as bad as you think. Give them some time - you obviously feel bad about what you did - try to express that in a sincere apology and the other person may well forgive you.

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