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This is the way i act that causes people to hate me. the actions that caused my parents to worry a little to much and the friends that i hang out with. everybody thinks that they can control me and i hate people that have no clue what to do or how to act when i am around them they just freak and go away from me and i dont mind them but when they make fun of me or my freinds then i just dont know how to take it so i just tell them to back the ******** up or i will kick their a** and i am not afraid to do it either and the people i know know a different part of me everbody just dont know when to stop until i get pissed at them then they stop and i get the joy out of their missery and i enjoy that

The way i live is the way that i want it to be. People just say that i am weird or i am a freak and they say why cant u be normal and then i say what is normal and they dont know what to say they just walk away sorry for talk to u about so many problems that i have and u probable have no clue to what i am talking about, so let me make it easier for u i'll just give a taste of my life. Well here i go, i start to cut when i was 13 going on to be 14 and my parents split when i was 7 and i live with a father who has no reason to freak when i go and hang out with my friends he also thinks that i am going to follow them and i know better not to and he thinks that they are all druggys and i hate that he can just judge them like that and i hate it. Some people call me emo and i might just be it. I listen to hard rock and heavy metal, people just dont understand me and i am alright with that.

People hate me for the way that i dress or the way i fix my hair or the music i listen to well i hate them for the same reasons so you dont like it then go away from me!!