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Hey those of you who dont read my journals usually well this was a song i was working on, before i only got the chorus and the first verse, well i got the rest and changed some things in it from before. Please dont think im depressed right now, i just wanted to finish something i started and i did, by the way im wrighting this at 2:35 a.m. and i have only sleept 40 minutes in the last three days so if it sucks, than lack of sleep is to blame, well the song is called:
"WHY DO YOU"

Why do i hurt like i do?
Why does it sting that i love you?
Why does it hurt now that youve admitted you dont love me?
Why does it sting?
Why does it hurt?
That i love you?
What did i do?

You know that i feel pain like others feel.
You know my heart hurts like every yours,
cant you tell I m real?
I just dont want to hurt like humans do,
how i wish that i was just like you.
To feal no pain,
to hurt no more,
to so easily shut the ******** door,
on those who love you most.
To break them down from the core.

Why do i hurt like i do?
Why does it sting that i love you?
Why does it hurt now that youve admitted you dont love me?
Why does it sting?
Why does it hurt?
That i love you?

I cried yesterday, and today,
life sucks, im throwing my self away,
cuts show how deep you realy hurt me,
i feel like im falling to insanity,
you know just how i feel,
to know that youre not even real,
you hurt me,
you broke me,
and you wont even show me,
Why?
Because of how i held you close?
because of how i said i loved you?
because of the time that you cried because i was proud of you?
how could you hurt me?
with so much dignity?
do you realy have nothing else to lose.
Why do you hurt me like you do?

Why does it sting that i hate you?
Why does it hurt now that ive admitted that i love me?
Why does it sting?
Why does it hurt?....That i hate you?


So yeah i hope you like it, ill look at it later when im coherent to make sure it doesnt suck.