Its summer now and im back to the good old days.
Where I have nothing to do but play.....
One things is for sure is this intense feeling.
This feeling that I dont even want to feel anymore
Pain Vengence Anger beyond anything I have ever felt.
I try to forget but i dont I let her remember the question is why?
Why must I make her cry once more just to see if she will stay...
To see I she wants me so and when she says I love you as her regretful tears of sorrow because of that horrid nightmare she had done for me.
I feel a bittersweet sensation that I dare not to say because im in shame that it was only filled with joy and vengence.
Why do I get this feeling that I have no need of i forgive her I love her so much
in the same sense that im afraid of having her hurt me once more that I will surely break and become cold hearted forever.
I admit I had better days back then when I havent met her yet.
Though I was surely at me best when i met her.
God so many thoughts in my head I try to contain this foul beast this feeling i dont want anymore.
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wolfgang241
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What can I do to make you forever mine?