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As the sun rises, my happiness falls. Every second of life, gets us closer to dieing. You have friends. Family. Enemies. We know you care for them. Some care. Other don't. But, as I find myself in this day and age, that things... have grown harder and more tragic. As an example. I have to move to a new high school, as all my other friends are going to the high school we'd love the years in. The more I think of this... the more depression seeps into my heart. I'll have to leave some of my best friends behind. I mean sure, some I can see, others I can't. But Kinoma, Heavenly Cure, Riku24251, Logical_Trash, Foreveryours14, Paco_Light, (Just using their Gaia names, sorry if I'm forggeting anyone) have all made me laugh during my years of Junior High School. And someone, that I see perfect in my eyes... I have to most likely let go of. She is a continuous source of inspiration to me. Her eyes are beautiful. Her smile, just makes my day. Talking to her is such a delight, because she always has something positive, funny, and suprisingly truthful and meaningful to say. She is someone who has brightened my life. And I don't want to have to let her go. You could say that I love her, it would be true. You could say that I hate her and I, it would be true. And the reason for that is... if we never said Hello, we'd never have to say good bye. But, I'm glad we have met and shared our feelings and thoughts with each other. It was worth it, even more so, growing each day. I regret... not... telling her the true way I felt of her. And I am also... glad... that she has not found this information. I love the way our friendship is, but I'd love to hold her in my arms every day. But, hopefully... I'd like to meet her in the future and pick up where we last left off. The last day I saw her, ended with a very meaningful, passionate hug.