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The kid waited but she didn't come. Then he waited some more and finally a weird girl arrived, pierced his left hand with a dart and left.
The kid waited again, until a ghost girl came to his side and tried to lure him into the land of the dead. He almost fell for that, but in the end he stayed in his world and she returned to hers.
The kid waited. But he already felt the unrest of such long waiting. Then he acted, but thinking in the girl who would also be waiting for him, he didn't act in a way that would actually break his waiting.
The kid waited... and waited… and waited. But he just knew that his waiting girl was out there, waiting for him as he waited for her. So he waited some more and more and more.
And in a foggy night a girl came, one born of hate and chaos but disguised as something else, something good. He thought she was the one. Finally, after so much waiting, the girl that waited for him. But he was just deceived by the dark mind tricks of this evil presence.
In just a matter of months she broke him. She killed him. She destroyed him.

In a summer of miracles, wondrous adventures and magic, an angel came down from Heaven and revived him. They loved each other for the shortest time and then she left at night, while he dreamed about a gloomy future. When he woke up and found his angel gone, he cried a little and then started a life of crime and sin.
A girl of music tried to make him see his own goodness. He pretended to hear her kind words, but the truth was that he has changed. He wasn't a kid anymore, but a darkling.

In the years after that he hurt a lot of people. He robed, killed and raped. And the worst of all, at least for his weary heart: He broke the waiting.

He's now under a common human skin, the best to hid his real self and avoid the heroes and paladins wanting to stop him. The hate that destroyed him is now poisoning his very soul and so will be for as long as he lives.

And the girl he waited for?
The truth is, she never waited for him. She never believed in him. That's human nature. That's life.

Sometimes he still dreams he's waiting, as his girl is also waiting for him.