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I am in such a screwy mood, I don't know if it's good or bad. I want to cry, scream, smash someone's face into the ground, laugh, dance, and sit in silence all at the same time. Well, hmmmm, let's see....

1) I find out that there was two people involved in trying to ruin my boyfriend's and I relationship and they both lied and told the truth about the extent of their involvement.

2) I still, no matter how hard I try, am still frightened by my boyfriend. I don't know whether he wants to still see me nearly every day or just...wants those stupid "breaks" that nearly drove me insane.

3) One of the two people is trying to be all chummy with my bf and my bf's twin (they're both on Gaia) and it makes me feel even more confused...

4) I suddenly feel offended and hurt when the theme I picked for my own b-day party was thrown in my face and was called a f** because of it by my bf's soon to be brother-in-law, who had the nerve to ask if he could come in the first place. What's so wrong with DeathNote as a theme, really...?? scream

All the above is really starting to grind on my nerves.

Number 4-
How dare anyone try and slam Death Note-It's something special that I picked for my birthday as a theme! I haven't had one since I was 5 years old...and seriously!! Not everything is going to revolve around Death Note-just most of what goes on at the Nickel Arcade and one special game of Mafia Death Note style and my house. What's so bad about that??? So I'm suddenly a f** for it? Wow, then alot of people would be fags in their eyes then.... (by their twisted reasoning, not mine. Death Note and L fans-I mean no offense by what they are saying)

Number 2-

Well, that stemmed from what happened about my bf's "brother-in-laws" crappy advice on that we needed a "break". My happy little behind we do! *sarcastic tone* I can't stand it not seeing him for too long-and a day was just too long! Especially if it was by pre-meditated design. Even though he thought it was the best for us, the minute he woke up the next day, he told me he realized it wouldn't.

That may be all good and well, but the damage has already been done...

Number 3-

Don't even want to comment on this one. I'm that irritated about that.

Number 1-

That made my day pretty darn bad. What more can I say? I guess they thought that if they did that, they would somehow have my bf and I break up, thereby making him suddenly want to hang out with them more. Yeah, and I'm the tooth fairy.

Not much more on this day that I want to even comment on (This was supposed to be Wednesday, but it's now Thursday) My life is just plain beautiful, meh?