Even thought I really don't know her that well (she took care of me when i was little) I still burst out into tears confused
She's the only one I have left, I don't have any more grandma's or grandpa's left, she's the only one...
We were going to the Philippines in August, but we changed it to July 5, A DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY!
That means I would have my birthday in an airplane because it takes one - three days to get there..
Then my parents would leave my brother and I in the Philippines for three weeks, and they would come back in August..
THEN, we changed it AGAIN, because the next day we get another phone call she's getting sick even MORE.
So we planned to go tomorrow, June 27th on surprise. I start packing and stuff, but then they change their mind again.
They said, that they would BOTH go, and leave my brother and I alone in the house, with my aunt's friend, who would take care of us for ten days, but she can't drive so we would have to WALK.
And I start crying when my mom comes to me and tells me that because;
1. They won't even be here for my birthday.
2. I feel heartbroken about every thing thats happening so sudden
3. I don't even KNOW the lady.
4. I don't know if I can even trust her, and my parents won't even call me to say happy birthday >>;;
They change their mind AGAIN, when I told them the four reasons why.
My dad said he would go alone with my aunt, (they're brother and sister) and my mom would stay with us. But I still cry because he won't even tell me happy b-day either D:
I actually cry because my grandma might die..
THEN, we get another phone call saying that she will have surgery and it would cost $50,000..But they also mention she's feeling better : )
But there's a chance that my dad will stay home with us and he won't go to the Philippines.
So I'm waiting for an answer..
I hate it when my parents cry, it breaks my heart..
D:
Okay..This is day two.
D:
Well.
My grandmother is swollen up, and they can't get a hold of her that well..So unexpectedly, we're leaving tomorrow, June 28. I won't be here for A WHOLE MONTH! ..
Her blood pressure is going really bad..
We're trying our best to get her to the right hospital who can fix her heart..
D:
My father said it runs in the family, the heart problems.
I wonder if I would have them when I'm older..
My dad already had surgery on his heart before, but im scared if he'll go through the same thing..
Iunno how I'll be when I grow up, knowing how to handle things.
D:
So I feel like being a nurse or being an eye doctor..to take care of our business. (My dad owns a store that has to do with glasses)
If my grandma dies on my birthday..
I don't know how I'll live thinking about it once every year.
So I just wanted to say bye to all of you, - Remember, Ily you all :]
Pray for my grandma, please? ;-;
:[
We're trying our best to keep her alive..
Also..
We don't know if we could bring her to Mania, (capital of the Philippines) Because it has to be really quick, or she might.. x.x..
Anyway..
Note for RAGE: (Air_Angel12 aka, my biffle)
Aww.
I'll miss you the most, and you never even answered your frekin` phone because you're at your cousins house!
WHATS WRONG WIT Y00!?
And you didn't even read all my messages on gaia, you only answered the one i sent A WEEK AGO XD
D;
Don't you read every of your messages.
xd
Ily, ragee
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