well since i dont have my note book with me i have decided to write in my other jornal today.
im extramly nevious for my familly reunion next saturday at my uncles house, well i always get nurveous when it comes to familly reunions on my dads side one beacuse my familly is extremely large nd i never get the names right and two i think that my reletives are way to religious and since i kinda well severd my self for that part and when i mean part i mean chunk a large chunk fresh of a blue whale yah that big so now i think the head (my grandma) sectrely thinks my sole is being devoured buy the devil, well maybe im just perinoid, both sides of my familly are religious witch either way is very tyering and suficating, yah i remember when i use to collect yugi-oh cards when i was seven right yah my grandma thought that they were toys of the devil. not funny when i was little i didnt know s****t yah i though that their was only one way to do things in life, so yah the next day i threw out the card and then my mom found them and she got mad cause she spent her money on cards that i threw out. hehehe NOT FUNNY. and notthat i thinl about it a childs mind is so easilly manipulated into thinking things that arent o acurate and now im beging to figre this all out.
i find so many trates of my grandma thriving in my father it isnt funny my fathers narrow mind came from my grandma, the fact that they only belive what they belive is right. yah i remember once when i was studying astonamy and my dad looked over my shoulder and said that what i was doing was a waste of my time...... haha that very same night i went to the very begining of that book to find a turm commonly found in biblical trems like cristmass eve the three wise men who came baring gifts for the new born king they were guided buy the NORTH star HAHAHAHAHAHAHA they had to have been astronimers to be able to figure out were the north star is. and ya know what if man never looked up into space and wondered we would never be were we are today. my dad is completly idiotic and i can find multipule waqy to contrdict everything that he has ever belived in.
im am a young adult a fresh mind to and to this crazy and twisted world, and that is what the older generation is fearful of we have more potencial that out grandfathers and our great grandfathers, the old mind filled with steriotypes and based thought based apon their many exeriences, im not saying their not good resorces but hey have vast amounts of info but they can input any thing they want into our minds tell us that what they beleive is right, i should now i was one of those children.
(no offence to anyone who may be offended buy this journal)
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 kayula-su · Fri Jun 27, 2008 @ 03:38am · 2 Comments |
