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I love this poem! xD heart

poem,yay! lol XD

hmmm, i dont think anybody checks this so what the hell. bored, dont know what to do, so i be commenting on your journal poem and blah blah. ye hate me? kewl, i guess. i feel paranoid, kinda. idk, yakin anger management every tuesday. learnin how to control emotions and stuff. i find it very ironically funny how we arnt supposed to make contact but you and me hang near kristen, we share pe, and i basically walk past your house to and from school.Im sorry for harassing you via txt, if, y'know, you felt harassed.For some reason i cant let this go, so i guess i feel all ******** up, but maybe im being selfish, i dont know how you feel. maybe you're intimidated, maybe you just want nothing to do with me. Guess since its all my fault, its my problem alone, but i have issues with dealing with problems that involve people i care for. yep, i care for you. cuz i feel like you can do so much but you are all depressed and want to kill yourself or whatever. maybe that changed, idk. we hung out at summer, and i thought it made some points, but i guess not. oh well, maybe i can do hypnosis to forget you, but my counselor said that was impossible, so i guess ill just have to keep this in the back of my mind for however long i think about you. dony get me wrong, i dont love you on any deep relationship level, because apparently everyone except kristen think im extremely ugly and stupid and hate me and i have to deal with that too, so i guess it would be hella gross to even imagine us going out or anything.yeah, so, um, have a nice life.

blade that was very weird... but this poem is nice biggrin and hi! *glomps* muahah i win razz sooooooo um... if ur sucidal
message me.
so i can
beat some living sense into you

then hug the life out of you biggrin
cause ur very pretty and being sucidal is a NO NO biggrin