lately things have been getting bad. I can't stand it. Mood swings like i'm on ******** menopause. My mom chewing me out about how i don't dress girly enough or even black enough, why i have to like the white boys (cause the white girls took all the black ones) >.< Friends annoyed by me. I need more. =/ need to leave some alone and find someone else to hang w/.
The lack of emotions the feeling of nothing, ever trying to get what was lost back.
The search for someone to love me someone to be selfish w/ the hate of the dating game and how ******** up everything is.
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Never to Be loved
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