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I ... don't know anymore ...

Recently, things have always been coming up, and most of them remind me of Danielle. They make me remember the memories of the first time I started to like her, the first time I heard her beautiful voice, her face, and all the mistakes I've made concerning her ... I can't really stand it anymore. But the truth is, I'm not even sure if I hate remembering Danielle, or if I like having memories I have of her running through my mind ...

One of the things that constantly remind me of her is the necklace I was going to give to her. I never really had the chance to, and I'm wondering if I can give it to her for her birthday. I hope I can. Another thing that reminds me of her is when Patricia calls me and asks me questions concerning her. Here are a few:

If you had a billion dollars, would you spend it on Danielle?
Would you take a bullet for Danielle?
Would you dedicate something like a cartoon to Danielle?
Are you in love/do you love Danielle?

I'm pretty sure that most of you already know my answers to those ... yeah, I is baka (which is Japanese for idiot, for those who don't know).

Anyway, I had one of my friends email her to get her to come here ... I hope she does. But I'd probably embarrass myself if she read this journal entry. xD