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But my words don't seem to reach you
You dismiss my voice with an irritated sigh
You shoot me repeatedly
Saying it was all a lie

Yet my heart won't stop refusing
With every breath, it grows colder
My body shivers constantly
As if ice is on my shoulders

I'm suffering with a sickness
One that has no cure or medication
No doctor could assist me--
I seem void of animation

I'm dead but I'm alive
I'm a phantom stuck in limbo
A hole that I can't climb out of--
I thought I liked being in the middle

I want to accept it and forget it
But I just can't fight my heart
Because we both thought we would be together
So why are we apart?

I'm as numb as I can be
But I've felt it before
I guess this makes me a fool
I guess I really shouldn't try anymore

I made so many promises
All of them, I wanted to keep
I guess I should find a way out
Since I'm in so deep

But unfortunately that can't happen
Part of me thinks your love was true
So as much as you want me leave
I just can't forget you

.:ZEKE:.