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I realize now that I have been neglecting and ignoring one of my best friends. Someone who matters to me a lot. They have reached out to me before anyone else did and I did them wrong. By now, it is too late to fix anything that I have done, but I want to be able to help with anything from now on. I was stupid for not realizing it at first, and feel even more stupid after the fact. I don't know what I can do but wait and see if they will talk to me again. Until then, I guess all I can do is ponder about the wrongs I have done and how I could have made it better... and how to improve myself to prevent it from happening again.

This journal entry was made to let myself out so I can avoid holding it inside and ripping me apart. I feel really bad, and yes i'm a guy, but i have shed a tear or two after realizing how stupid I have been(whats wrong with that?).. I just hope we can talk again.

The Great Saiyaman
~Greg

(I NO LONGER FEEL THIS WAY ):< wink