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Is it wrong?
Is it wrong to still feel hope? Every small thought. One small positive blip. To clear all that was foggy. To right what was wrong. I feel as if I could fill the gaps that were present. To begin a new only with the knowledge I have gained. What is there to lose if I walk this path? I still have myself. I'm still in control. I will hope and think of only the best. I only wait to see if the door I closed is still open. I shall cast away all my sorrow. I have nothing to lose, only to gain once again a higher form of joy. There are no candles, no embers only a flame. A flame that was once lit and shall never go out. By this I promise. I do not care any longer if it truely is wrong to hope. There is no fear any longer. I have once again found myself. I was lost but now I know where I am and where I want to be. With myself I have found happiness but hapiness is nothing if it is not shared. I love you.

Alpharhythm
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  • User Comments: [2]
    Alpharhythm
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    Sun Jul 13, 2008 @ 11:35am


    However long it takes I am willing to wait. I shall never give up hope. Waiting to be embraced by the arms of a goddess. Even if casted away from the gates of Heaven there are many roads to be taken. I will choose only those of which will grant myself what I believe to be happiness and to give happiness to others. I believe people can change. I believe that I did change. I must admit, however, it took help. Whether it was given intentionally or not it changed me for the better. Tonight I shall sleep only with thoughts of joy.


    Alpharhythm
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    Sun Jul 13, 2008 @ 12:11pm


    I go over every little tid-bit you leave me. I continue to do it over and over and I don't know why. Every time it's like a kick in the face. I know I ******** up. I just want to know if you still love me. That is all I want to know. All of this writing is nearly useless. It's a waste of time. These riddles and tricks of the tounge can only cause more confusion. It's like writing the bible that can be interpreted in so many ways and only you know what you mean. All of this is just so that I may know if you still love me. If you will still love me back. I'm willing to do anything to make you as happy as you possibley can be. A simple yes or no will do.


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