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Lost in the darkness I search. I search for nothing and for everything. Although no matter where I look all I can find is you starring at me with that ******** smirk on your face. She mock me, telling me you can help for a small price. When I ask about the price you tell me it will cost me my life. I spit at you and shake my head. "I would rather be in the dark then die." In reality I would rather die, but I don't want to give you the satisfaction of winning. I don't know how many times we go through this. I guess I hoped you would change your answer, but you never do. So, to be set free I must die? How could that be? After days in the darkness I dicided to give in. When you ask if I wish to say any last words I say, "For those people who gave a ******** give them everything, but for those who didn't, they can go ******** themselves." You nod and promiise to give those few people everything and I raise my head, keeping my cold glare as you suck my life from my body. Then I realize all I am heading too is even more darkness. When I look around I see the same thing again. Are you torturing me? Do you mean to do this? Wait, I can answer that myself. Yes, you do. Well, you did promise me you would give the people that gave a ******** everything. I hold you to your word, but if they do not get it I will find you. Kill you. There is no place to hide. Even in the shadows. You cannot run away, for you are just a weak peicce of s**t.