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Looking back,
At Memories,
From what was the first time...
Seeing myself,
Making a fool of myself...

I read the number of,
'I love you's.
Me: A lot
You: Rarely

Now, It's the second time.
The second time we're together.
Everything is perfect..
Number of 'I love you's,
Me: 100000000
You: 100000000

We're good,
We're equal now.

But,
I remember,
Looking back at those memories.
I remember feeling,
and thinking,
That you never actually loved me,
The first time.

I know,
There will always be,
That ounce of pain in my heart,
Every time you say,
'I love you'
Reminding me,
Of that very first time.