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And now I just thought, if he can put Mystic in danger then he can put my friends in danger. Now for sure I must do something. For sure I must do something for me, Mystic, and my friends, if not for me then for them. I'm walking around my room and say outloud," Why Jesse, why would you do something?! What have i ever done to you?" I kick my chair and fall to my knees with my eyes getting watery. "Why?" I say in a low voice. "Joe, you know you could end this, you could get rid of the both of us. Theres a knife on the kitchen counter, you could use it to end it all." I didn't want to have to resort to this. I walk over to the counter and pick it up slowly with both hands and a firm grip and......... (To be continued in next entry, haha)