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For those of you who don't know, I've been talking to a good friend of mine, Luna. We got into an argument a few days ago, a really big one, a friendship-threatening one. I was really scared that it would end it both of us hating each other. That would not have been fun. Luna is one of my best friends, hence why she is situated at the near-top of my friends list. I would hate to not talk to her. That would be terrible.

But then, I told her something, right when she was getting so mad she was swearing at me. And she's only done that once or twice before, despite how much she's told me she swears at home. And then, when she read the thing I wrote, her demeanor changed completely, like someone had flipped a switch and the livid Luna was gone, and instead there sat a Luna who was nice, considerate, and someone whom I'm glad to call my friend. And that night, two days ago, ended in a calm manor. We were talking like real friends, laughing at my contradictions and the constant re-writes to make them better. That was certainly a day to remember.

And then last night, it was the same. We talked for a long time, exchanging PMs and having fun. I told her that my brother (no offense Rogue ^_^) was being annoying, and she said that I probably wished she was my sister. And my response was, "YESSSSS!!! Of course I would!" And then I thought. "But I wouldn't trade you two. Call me crazy. But despite his constant annoying attitude, Rogue and I have had tons of good times, too."

It still makes me happy just thinking about it. Luna and me, as siblings. That would be so amazing. I would love it. Even going to bed after midnight. I'll love every second of it.

Although, I thought of this as I was going to bed (at midnight...thanks Rogue xD). In my household, my brother and I say "I love you, Rogue. 'Night." And then go to bed. I wonder if, in the unlikely situation that Luna and I are sisters, I will say, "Love you, Luna. 'Night," just as I would to my mom and brother now? That might be a bit uncomfortable. I can think of a few people who wouldn't like that...six, at the least.

Fortunately for me, I'll never have to tell her that and risk angering all of those other people. Unfortunately...my latest dream, to be her sister, will never be a reality. crying

But that's okay. I'm find with just being her friend.

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(Julia, Nicole, and Eleanor: Same goes for you! Being sisters with you guys would be awesome. Just, not all at the same time. I think having three sisters my age and then another who's a bit older would be a bit...much. And Nicole, I forgot, I already sort of AM your sister. I forget the exact circumstances but you said we were sisters and I haven't forgotten it. ^_^)

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