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Uhhh
Waking up early and having very little sleep, my head wanted to explode. And as i rubbed my tired eyes, the same image on my mind - you.

You, the only star in my darkest nights and the princess of my heart. You, the one i risked loosing my face for, the one who loved me regardless of what i was, the only girl i've loved for all these years - you the one one who taught me how to love and how to let go.

Still groggy from the lack of sleep, I got up and went to the bathroom. Turning on the shower, feeling the big, cold drops of oblivion on my skin. I was lost without you. My world turned from light to dark. And from staying in natural light i watched as shadows started to eat my world, my soul.

And there i watch as you share your happy moments with another. The smiles you shared with me, the happiness, the laughter, the love. Everything banished before my eyes, even her shadow slowly faded away.

And tears slid on my face along with the drops from the shower. As i got ready for a new day, looking forward to nothing, since my everything left me in the coldness of oblivion.






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koko miel
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commentCommented on: Fri Jul 25, 2008 @ 12:58am
ang swerte naman nun..^^


commentCommented on: Fri Jul 25, 2008 @ 04:58am
aheheh...gnun b?? well.... sna ma-realize nya n swerte xa, kc xa lng ung mnahal Q ng gnun... ^^



janyolski
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Moonlight_Dancero9
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commentCommented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 09:55am
..Sadness is a painful enemy, a strong soldier and a feeling that is hard to escape....

I know you must be feeling some of this deep inside of you...
and I wish for you to smile, no matter what happens... =)


commentCommented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 01:39pm
I wrote that when i was at a suicidal point..
lol.....
but no really, for me...
sadness is a silent killer.....
it's cruel and it attacks at the point when you've expected real happiness to come..
crying



janyolski
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Moonlight_Dancero9
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commentCommented on: Fri Aug 15, 2008 @ 02:36pm
Aww...
I don't think I could ever kill myself...
because I would be hurting the people around me if I die...
and then they would feel exactly as I did when someone left me or when I was sad...
and you know me...
I'm a martyr... xD
so I'd take the pain for the people I love... =)
Don't you dare kill yourself, KAY?!


commentCommented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 03:54am
lol..
i never said that i would kill myself..
and killing myself would be the stupidest and last thing i will ever do...



janyolski
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Moonlight_Dancero9
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commentCommented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 03:07pm
good you know!
if only my classmates knew -___-;
they think their lives are so bad and sh!t like that... so they slash away!
but I try to convince them not to,
try helping them to the road to positivity and a shinning path...
I just lolled XD


commentCommented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 03:19pm
lol..
okay...
mansha..
the overflowing well of positivity...
hmmm.....



janyolski
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Moonlight_Dancero9
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commentCommented on: Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 03:26pm
hmm yourself
-pinches nos-- I mean cheek-
haha xd
-gets amused again-


commentCommented on: Sun Aug 31, 2008 @ 10:23am
stare
=glomps=
imma eat joo!!!!!!
blaugh



janyolski
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