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Last night was kind of interesting, after Nicole cancelled her plans to hang out (Since neither of us really have money and since I couldn't garentee that she'd be home by 8pm since we were planning on going to and from Seattle by bus.). Earlier I called Kristen since after she wrote a sad blog I called and told her that we needed to hang out, she said she was free Thursday (Today), at the time I had to decline but right after Nicole cancelled our plans I immediately called Kristen again. I ended up leaving a message, and she called back almost immediately, and after discussing her lack of the interwebs I decided to bring her over so she could find something online and so I could play against her on a couple of games. The time was about 9:20pm when I left to go pick her up. We hung out and we discussed a great deal of things, including issues and the like, and she told me of how she wants her best friend back, and of things that happened while they were dating, and even how things just keep going downhill. At one point I said the line in the title right before a hug and goodnight, above all I'm just hoping that she's doing better. I mean life's never been easy, and somedays it seems to kick you when you're down but at the same time it's get better on occasion too, and if I can say that honestly I don't see how it can be worse for anyone else, after all I still have depression, anxiety, and PTSD along with plenty of things to worry about. In the end it all reminds me of a few lines from a Modest Mouse song:
"As life gets longer, awful feels softer.
Well it feels pretty soft to me.
And if it takes s**t to make bliss,
then I feel pretty blissfully"

On a diferent note I have an interview with Target on Monday, finally, an interview to a place doing a job I'll already have an idea of how to do in an environment that isn't a warehouse! If you have a belief that involves a god or many gods pray for me, and if you're an aithest just wish me luck, seriously I need this job and since this is one of the few kinds of jobs that I know I can keep for a long period of time it's a little more relevant than the crap I was getting through angencies.

The only problem I have is that if I do get the job I'll need time off at the end of August, that'll be fun. Oh well, if I get it it'll be a step in the right direction anyway.