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thoughts, words and everything in between. NOW SCRAM! J/k. Don't tear a page off though.
To...
To my...
Oh Dearly Soul...
To Think You Could Have Been,
The Hero Of All My Dreams,
To Think You Could Have Fought,
Along Side I,
My Love.

To Come At The Glancing Thought,
That You Could Have Been The One,
I Truly Thought That You Could,
I Thought That You Would Save Me,
But Then I Came Across The Truth...
To Save Me From What?...
Honestly,
I Have Not A Perfect Life,
But I Will Not Have The Perfect Lie,
You.

I Chased After You,
Dearly Young Love,
We Confessed To Each Other,
Perfect It Was Until Now,
We Grew Appart,
No We Did Not...
I Turned Back And Walked To The Life I Had Before,
"Mend Me" I Begged To The Lord,
He Gave Me Enough Strengh To Accept The Truth,
I Was Not Meant For You.

And I Tried So Hard,
Gave My All,
Drained My Self,
What For?
What Exactly Did You Try To Sacrifice?
While I In The Other Hand Gave Everything I Had?...
Well, It Matters Not Anymore,
I Know I Have To Move On,
But It Is Oh So Hard To Know That Now You're Truly Gone.

The Hopes I Had,
Countless Dreams I've Had,
These Memories Will Never Cease,
Nor Die,
But They Will Surely Be,
My Remembering,
To Not Make The Same Mistake.

I Am Not Blaming You,
There Is No One To Blame,
We Did The Best We Could,
Or At Least I Know I Did.

I Can Safely Say,
That I Wish To You The Best,
As For My Self,
I Know This Will Remain,
Like All The Past Lacerations,
In My Heart.
The Only One I Have Always Had.

And I Never Thought,
Of Such An Absurd Ending,
Because I Can't Still Believe,
I Did This To Me,
But Thats What I Get,
For Chasing After A Shadow,
In The Pitch Black Midnight.

My Oh My,
Heart,
Dearly Soul,
To Still Think You Can Elnight Me,
To Still Think That I Lie To Myself,
A Bid Farewell,
I Wish You Well.






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frewty
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commentCommented on: Fri Jul 25, 2008 @ 05:36pm
Deep.

I LOVE IT <3


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