The world is separated into people that would either destroy the world or themselves. This is supposed to be a thought on inner or outer conflict. Although there is usually a good amount of both, one usually overpowers the other in awake consciousness. Another thought...
As I look at my hands while typing the knuckles seem to pop out as well as the veins in my hands. It leads me to think about my future. I am probably going to have problems with my hands because of my video game playing, computers, and knuckle popping. Every now and then I also feel my heart kinda do a half beat, like it stops for a second and then beats... I am worried about my future. Part of me wants to fight, the other part wants to go and fade silently without bothering anyone. Not only that but I constantly put it aside out of my need to not bother anyone. Which relates to my feeling of wanting to be accepted. I feel like if I bring up my problems too much people won't want to be with me. At the same time though I know the right thing is to just be myself and do what I want to do, but when the chips are down my passive side comes out. Obviously the latter takes more energy so I have to make an effort to do it.
Which leads me to an idea:
To be able to change yourself you must change your surroundings completely. Depending on the person you will either...
Destroy yourself or Destroy the world.
Fight to change yourself or fight to change your surroundings. People are never truly happy though and this struggle will always continue throughout their lives. Big or small, it is always there. Most people aren't even consciously aware of it.
~Alex F.C.
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