People ask me why,Day and day by,They always ask me, But they don't understand, They say just stop but I can't, Because they don't realize, I'm addicted,addicted, To myself I say, Your worthless, So worthless, So I take the knife, I can't stop,it's running my life, I'm locked in where's the key? Some one please help me, Because I'm addicted, Addicted to pain.
They all see me as the happy girl,
smart with no mistakes,
I show them what they want to see,
no matter what it takes.
My head is filled of darkness,
and whispers "hide this part of me"
So now im lost in who I want to be.
At night as I lie in bed,
I fight the voices in my head,
that tell me i'd be better dead
You are nothing thats what they said.
I walk to my window
And look out at the night sky
I wish I was a bird
And all i'd do is fly
With no feelings, or confusion
I couldn't even cry.
And still when I see them all
All I say is hi.
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Its a special journal!!
Just a bunch of random things, pictures, quotes and poems.
I also have some personal things in here that I keep private :ninja:
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