I guess sometimes life just throws you in the one place you never wanted to be. You think the worst of everything, and nothing you ever do is right. I guess I'm there, where every time I walk out of this messy room I'm slapped with the reality that people are just ******** assholes. It's not like I didn't know this to begin with, because I did. But life was just goin' so good, then it;s like someone picked me up and threw me into some other world, where everything is negative, and nothing ever goes right. I miss the people who never seem to have the time for me anymore, never take five minutes out of their day to just say whats up? and hear the latest news. I guess I wouldn't miss them as much as if they did take the time, but I guess thats what makes up human. We don't always realize what our actions do to the minds and hearts of others. I miss the days where I could call anyone and they'd answer, no matter what. But thats gone now... I'm still there for all of you, but it's not the same anymore. I'm like the sands of the desert. I've been blown away by the new and improved friends. But whats life without your old friends, without the memories and the love?. I guess I'm just overly depressed, because have just been so shitty. It's hard to hold it all in for so long, But I guess I will until you finally realize I mean you, and call.
BuLL_ShEEt_BoX · Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 07:51am · 0 Comments |