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So... reading that journal I posted before this, I can't even remember why I was so upset. Things have gotten exponentially worse since then.
On the way back from metrocon two of my good friends got in a car crash. One survived.
I am so glad I didn't lose them both, and I am trying my hardest to be there for Steven whenever he needs me. That had to have been a very traumatic experience for him. I am trying hard to keep busy with making sure everyone else is alright so I don't have much time to sit and dwell on how much I am going to miss Ben. Anime south is going to suck without him... both for the reason that he was a wonderfully devoted staff member and that he is just a wonderful person all in all. I am going to be looking for him in his spike costume, listening for his walkie-talkie, or searching for his green glowsticks at the rave and I wont find them. I am just about to go to school, too.
We were in college together. I will be looking for him where he used to stand, by the big window in front of the cafeteria. Anyway... This is gonna be hard.
That and my parents hate my boyfriend because of some traffic issue that happened in Miami (He wrecked, I took the blame, I get in trouble... he tells me all will be okay... all wasn't okay.). My dad finally found out and said that he couldn't stay here anymore and my mom doesn't even want to hear his name.
I guess I will have to move out soon, if I want to see my boyfriend more than every few months... sad
This is going to suck so bad.
Ah well... goodnight all.
~Dryden