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I can't explain it....
Have you ever felt alone? Of course you have... You would would be lying if you haven't.

Right now....I can't explain this feeling all too well. I can describe it but not explain why I feel like I do. I feel alone...deeper than alone. I know there is people who care for me and tell me they are always with me, even in spirit. To protect me and to love me and to just be there. I can't explain why I feel like I'm nowhere....that I'm somewhere else, far away from those who care.They can't hear me and I can't hear me. I'm just lonely, right? But why do I feel like I'm in some kind of bubble....cast aside to some other world. I'm scared almost...yet I do not scream or even make a word. No pleads, no cries.

You may think I'm crazy, but it is hard to explain...

I....I just truly feel alone....My heart feels lonelier than usually. Like there is no one there. Just emptiness. No real feelings other than the loneliness. I can't really talk at the moment and if I do, it is more of a whisper. I feel like it is just me, in my room, and outside...is nothing. A blank slate so to say....I feel like everything was basically take away from me, and no love or kindness can break the shell around me. I want something to break it. I'm trying to break it....I'm trying to not feel alone....But I'm pretty deep within in.....

What am I thinking?....this is nonsense, right?

I wish I could say something and someone will be able to hear....






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Phantasmal Killer
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commentCommented on: Sat Aug 09, 2008 @ 05:44pm
Technically, if I were like emptiness, and all you can feel is emptiness, does that mean you're feeling me? ><

Perhaps you're just feeling anxious.


commentCommented on: Sat Aug 09, 2008 @ 08:11pm
Technically, yes. Lol. I would.

I'm not sure. I don't know what it is. It could be that. Could not. I wish I knew.



earthangelz
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TheFreakyFreakYAY
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commentCommented on: Fri Aug 22, 2008 @ 02:08pm
I urge you child, feel no pain. I pray thee child feel no suffering. I tell ye child, I'll be here always. I call for ye child, always ready to be a pillar, a pillar of strength, support, and care. I will pray thee child, use me as a sword and shield, I will protect you with all my might child. I tell ye child, my ears are always open, waiting to catch even the sweetest of nothing, the harshest of word, and the neediest of cries. I am hear for you child, always caring, always near no matter the distance, merely call upon me child, and I shall offer my assitance, my conseul, my wisdom, my heart, my strength, my mind. I shall suffer your pain, and weather your sorrow. No wall shall enclose as long as I draw breath, let no bad thought cross your mind, let not horror cross your eyes, for I shall be there to shield you, to destory the walls for you, and to bring you into the light, into the warmth, and to deliever you back to those you love, and those who love you.

Sincerely, The Dark Knight of Kalamazoo.


commentCommented on: Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 10:31pm
Oh wow o.o that is rather deep even though you called me a child a lot. Lol Thank you Bryan.



earthangelz
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