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inside im dying
killing myself
never understood
never undertand
the people that look down on me

why cant they hear my silent screams?
why cant they see my broken dreams?
why do they treat me so?
they bruse me
abuse me

i listen to their yells
and feel their beating
but what they dont kno
is that the pain is fleeting
barly a second
minute
or hour
im sorry to say
i am like this
because they took my inner fire
crushed my beutiful flower

but in thier place they have left
a block of steel
hard and cold
its my protective fold
my fortress that keeps away pain and despair
but im afraid to say
its crumbling
getting weak at the joints
letting in anger
pain
hate and despair
when can i ever be free
of the pain that riddles me.
so im dying
i dont kno how long ill last
i might not get to my grduating class