I'm glad I didn't have to work on the house yesterday with my dad and my brother and sisters, but I was still really grumpy yesterday. I was upset about everything. I went full blown on my last journal entry.
My heart is kind of fill with anxiety. I'm going to try something that I was suppose a long time ago. I have a feeling of what the outcome might be but I'm still not certain. I've been neglecting it because not only was I ready, but I fell for something, err... someone else.
I think I can trust this guy. I know he won't mess around with me and I know he likes me and only me.
Haha. I had this problem with this other chico about that.
I'm the jealous type. I don't know why. I tried to stop but it's just so hard.
I want to try to let go of that other guy as soon as possible. They say "Give it time" but it's no good for me. If I give it time, it's going to settle down inside and stay there. It'll hurt too much.
I've noticed almost all my journal entries are about love and boyfriends and dudes and problems. I sound annoying to myself. I read some entries the other day. They're really annoying.
I also notices that only 2 of my friends attempted to read my last entry. I know it's pretty long but at least skim through it and make a comment. This is as short as the list is going to get. It's just going to get longer and I'm not taking out anything.
To Friends: Read my last journal entry pleaseee
-Mari
Mari Lambo · Wed Aug 13, 2008 @ 03:24pm · 0 Comments |