I couldn't write an entry yesterday because I was working. Yay meee! I has no money though. My dad took it. Son of a GUN!
Today was nice though. I was in a better mood. I had spagetti. I had to cook extra noodles though because my siblings were being pigs.
Omg! Gaia! I'm on a quest now. I realized I've never been on a quest because usually I just sell my things and buy new ones but I keep losing more money that way. It isn't very smart of me. So far I'm questing for a Guitar Of Demona. I had one befor but knowing me, I sold it. I'm going to get a new one. So far I have 10k ish. Yeah. I have a long way to go.
Lately I've been pretty obsessed to this song by Tokio Hotel. It's called Monsoon. I didn't really like them at first but this song pretty much touched my heart and I fell in love with it. I put it on my playlist like I do with every song I get hooked to. I'm really tired right now. I guess it was from work or playing dodgeball earlier. I'm right hand pretty much hurts since I throw with that one.
I pretty much can't wait for school, but knowing me, I'll die from it after the first week. I just want this last year of mine to go smoothly. I want to let go of the bad things. I want to let go of all the problems. I want to be happy this year. I'm going to start this year off fresh. No more past problems coming up and biting me in the a**.
Somewhere in the back of my head, I'm actually sad. I hate this. For once, I want to have a clear head and a good day but there's always something that has to stop me.
I'm still trying to let go of the guy I'm always taking to. I don't really understand why I like him except for he's AMAZING!... But it's he's so amazing, why is he making my heart hurt so much? I'm still thinking about someone else though. I feel like a HOE. Arggg.... he's pretty amazing too. He doesn't make me feel upset, unless he's upset though. He hasn't been around to talk to me though and that makes me sad pretty much. Honestly, I miss him a lot and I've been wanting to ask him something very important. At first I wasn't read but now I think I am.
LAAA!!!
I need to start making money. I want my guitar NAO!
Mari Lambo · Fri Aug 15, 2008 @ 11:09pm · 0 Comments |