I want to find you. Because I miss you. You were the only one who understood everything even when I haven't said any word. I was accepted by you and I didn't fully comprehend the feeling until I was too late. If I get a chance to talk to you again, my first words would be 'SORRY' I am truly sorry. I hope you are looking for me.
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I've found you. But I'm going to keep quiet and bare it as much as I can. You seem content. You were always unreadable in your facial expression. Are you looking for me? Or have you never cared in the beginning? I always thought of us as really good friends even if we knew nothing about each other. But you know, deep inside I maybe liked you a little more than just friends, I didn't want to ruin our friendship because I really cherished you. I KNOW you didn't feel the same way about me as I did you. So soon I became jealous of the ones that you seemed to care more about. I thought no matter what, I would be the only one. I guess I was wrong. I thought we could spend out time together just being us, just talking, just like idiots. I was wrong. I thought we enjoyed each others presence more than anyone else, I was terribly wrong. Seems that you were more sociable than me. I truly did not mind this. But I did mind that you pushing me farther and farther away. And I gave up hope and ran away. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm still here.
IF YOUR HAPPY, THEN I'M HAPPY n___n <33
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