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school's going to start in a little bit over a week...and i really really want to go back to school. i've gotten tired of summer vacation and i want to see some of my friends at school again. my mom's been dragging me out with her to do some shopping for the past two days...i've been feeling like s**t for the past few days..i have just been feeling exhausted and my mom's been wanting to go out and shop when the malls are extremely packed. my body just feels tired, i can't really focus, and i'm just dead tired. but aside from that my books surprisingly arrived a lot quicker than i expected. but...i feel excited and kinda ready to go back to school..but i know that when i actually get there i'm going to feel a little bit nervous..and since i'm changing my major to either biology or biochemistry there is a possibility that i can actually do study abroad...the only problem is that i have limited time to raise my grades, find information on where i can be able to go, and being able to attend a study abroad meeting at school. the reason is because when i do plan on attending a meeting it's at a time when i know that i can't attend it. i'm probably in class or at home. and i dunno if i can handle being in another country kind of on my own..whether i'm with a host family or completely on my own. i dunno but...it seems like a good idea until i actually go through it...at least i'll be able to really be on my own. i'll have to rely on my self and not on my family for a lot of things. but i know that once the new semester starts i know that i'll be able to work even harder...considering that i saw the gpas for a grad school and i really have to work hella hard....and i have to be able to find a job....or start up a little mini business..either way it's going to be a little difficult. it costs so much to be in school nowadays...wow...i sould like an old person. but then i want to actually be in school all year long..sounds stupid....but i actually want to go through summer school as well..with my only available breaks would be winter break and spring break...and any random holiday that happens to be celebrated..i think it's best that i'm in school for the whole academic year including summer break since i can completely forget everything i have learned in a time span of about 3 months....anyway, i've been watching the simpsons for like the past 15 minutes and it's funny and makes me miss the 90's...the 90's were kind of a better time.....kind of....and who doesn't miss the cartoons...rocko's modern life?....so much innuendo in that cartoon...i rewatched it on youtube...and i just remembered that i laughed senselessy to it...i was like 5-6 when i watched it. yikes...such a long time ago...and in the simpsons it was where homer and marge were talking about the 90's and college...i can connect to both....and apparently homer started grunge music...hah!...good night.

later<3

krissy<3