You know that feeling of guilt that you so readily shoved down my throat when the whole mess started?
I would like to return it now. I have no use for it. I've never had a use for it. It has been a published book sitting on my living room table for months now and I am tired of looking at it. I'm constantly moving it out of the way, so here, take it back. It's still brand new and there are no pages missing. Take it.
I don't need it.
I never turned my back on you, I never lied or told lies about you, I never tried to turn your friends against you and I never excluded you from anything. But I suppose you always fail to see that because your the one with your back turned to me, eagerly listening to stories and gossiping about whatever and whoever it is your gossip about.
And to the followers...
I'll be careful if I were you. Your friend, the one you so eagerly lend your ear to, is a scorpion. A stinging scorpion. She tried to sting me on several occasions, she succeeded once. It hurt like hell for a while, but when the pain died a little I dodged her attacks.
It was almost a game. Her attempts to hurt me were and still are so pitiful. Se always misses me now, but she ruthlessly and carelessly sting others. The same others she so desperately wanted to keep close to her. She's even stung herself.
The reality of the situation is, she is slowly stinging herself to death. With each sting she injects herself with her own venom and soon her body will break down, and then her mind, and then her heart, until she is too poisoned to hurt someone else. Until SHE feels the guilt.
And you, as her friend, will be left to pick up the pieces.
Excluding me from your life...it doesn't bother me. Go enjoy yourself, have fun. I'll have a quiet evening to myself, without all your nagging, and bickering, and your views on how girls should socially act with the opposite sex. I will have fun. Because when all the curtains are closed and the feathered mask are no longer hiding our delicate little faces, I know something you don't.
I wont be the one crying next time...
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