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"today was the wirst day of school. what i thought was my first class was really me waiting like an idiot. i looked like a lost freshman, the only things i've done so far are go to school, buy a salad and water, walk around the school, and sit in the library. i have to kill 35 minutes before i go to my next class. which is technically my only class. i know that i'm coming early tomorrow; on wednesday to go to the school of nursing. why? well since i'm on a.p., and i declared my major i have to go to that area since that is my major's department....i think anyway. i am in desperate need to do something. i could go to the mall next door but my bag is really heavy. but i could use the exercise. i also have to clean my room because right now it is looking terrible. 'a clean room is a happy room.' cliche. i know that once i get home i might have to go to the hospital...for my uncle. he's in the icu. i saw him yesterday, and i didn't recognize him at first. but when i walked closer i saw him and i backed away and i started shaking. i made my way to a chair and i just fell. i started crying, i tried so hard to keep myself from crying but the tears just kept flowing..."

i wrote that in my homework notebook. while i was sitting in the library for about a ten minutes. afterwards i went to the mall next door and just hung out a borders reading some mangas....which i never got to finish reading and i ended buying the two mangas. i bought petshop of horrors 9 & 10. those were the only two volumes left. i know that i have like volume 3. today was the first official day of school. but a majority of my classes are MWF classes..monday wednesday fridays, and a tuesday and saturday classes. it's only tuesday and i'm really excited to go to the rest of my classes...however, i'm actually really nervous about going to my first meeting with the nursing advisors/ school of nursing. i know that i'm going to have to overcome it..but a few steps before the doors to the school of nursing my heart will be beating constantly. i feel so nervous...i've never been on a.p. so i don't really know how it goes..the routine and the actual process. oh well i already told my mom and i'll find out about it tomorrow. well i'm about to start my homework for..my math class...good night!

later<3

krissy<3