August 31st 2008
You keep telling yourself it will never happen again. You don't think you'll meet another person like the last one you loved, but eventually you will, even if it is more than three years later. Now that you've been around another person, you begin to make the same mistakes. You pry and you push, pouring your heart out. But something is different about this time: you feel different. You realize that maybe you're just bothering that person and you are in danger of losing someone you care about... again. Last time it ripped your heart open. You never thought there would be another who had that affect on your heart, but you found another. Someone who makes you feel good. Someone who seems to have all the answers that you can't figure out. It feels so good to talk to this person about anything, and you don't want that to ever go away. Because of that, you're terrified to share your true feelings like you did last time. That person you cared about so deeply turned into a ghost. Did they do it because you poured your heart out to them? Only you can answer that and only you can prevent it from happening again, but do you know how? Can you keep this person close to your heart? Or will they disappear? Will history repeat itself?
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