I probably shouldn't be bitching and whining about this but MY LIFE HERE SUCKS!!!! Yeah yeah yeah yeah it's all b***h b***h b***h whine whine whine nothing good from me.. ******** A I know no one has complained about my journal always being negative but.... >.> Yeah i complain to my self... so ******** off... Not like anyone anywhere else can help me.. SOOOOO I b***h at my self in this thing....
OOOO looky what i found!!
When some body hurts you they take power over you, if you don't forgive them then they keeps the power. Forgive him baby and after you forgive him, forgive yourself.
It's from Diary of a Mad Black Woman. When Helena was talking to her mother after church, I figured I'd take it into mind seeing as how mine is all warped from who knows what... but i figured I might as well just forgive the bastards for hurting me or something... If they got to insult and what not to get a laugh then they are pathetic.
*SHRUGS* Idk.... but my life here sucks.. I live 20miles from the nearest place to get a job... during the winter the roads are nearly shut down from ice and what not. I swear i will never get a job till i move AWAY from this s**t hole concrete... *sighs* I could of so nailed a job for a Ranch Hand if it hadn't been 27-28 miles (must stay focused on bitching!! Damn gay barbie song... >.> wink It's basically the same distance from my house... to the bloody freaking... appointments i go to every week. I came up with all kinds of answers as to how i could get to work everyday. Bus that takes me to Food Pavillion, then walk 7 some odd miles to the job place. Or catch a ride from a co- worker. OR live on the job site but mom pitched a fit over living on the job sight saying 'you'd have to change schools and everything' blah blah blah 'i don't want to loose you this quick' like i was going to get freaking killed. She's worse then a mother hen.. I know I'm the only girl she's raised to this point in life but she coddles me too much... *sighs* I guess that's how old women are suppose to be.
BUT! *dances around to the gay barbie song by Syncsta*
Orlando from Diary of a mad black woman is HOT! XD (yeah i had TV over the weekend cause i went to visit Buttonz's grandma's house. That lady lives in a rich neighborhood compared to mine.... Everyone has nice like 2 story houses and what not. Buttonz says that that's just how A-town is. (abbreviation of the name Anacortes) Even in the middle of town where it gets poorer and what not... it's still really nice though i never got to go into town.
Anacortes is located near the ocean... well it's sorta like in a bay protected by random uninhabited islands then the bigger inhabited ones so it's got loads of sale boats! Hella tall white masts and yacht looking boats on a smaller scale..
EDIT >3
I had to stop my rant earlier because my dad demanded that me and buttonz clean the freaking house while mom was away.. -_____- we finished and now i'm looking threw the classified adds... LOOKY! I SEE THE RANCH HAND ADD!! ******** A that makes me mad all over again... Man ******** where i live... ******** tired of of living out in the freaking backwater 'know everybody' ******** town... -_____-
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