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yep yep nothin good 2 say i feel horrible i feel like nothin good can happen 2 me and i know i know happiness aint given 2 no 1 but dammit i try 2 get happy i do wat i can 2 make my self feek great but its only temp thing i mean nothin is 4 ever i get that but u know wat im sayin this s**t aint hot at all u ever felt like u was usless or like u dont know who u r anymore i mean dang im not even me i dont think im usually the high spirited and everything never have a doubt in my mind but latelyi been felling like # 2 when At first i was second 2 none i mean i was at the top now ya boy at the bottom now thats ******** up dont cha think so ??