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Mkay. Hello thar, mr. journal.
I have returned to rant to you.

Today, during school, during recess, one of my best friends was all "D: I don't belong anywhere!" and I was doing my best to console him.

I'm scared it didn't help. ;__; I think he was just acting happy afterward to get me to leave him alone.

Which scares me. Because he's my best friend. I can tell him anything. If he shut me out like this, then I'm terrified it's my fault.

I mean, he said he was sad because he didn't have a set group of friends to hang out. I hang out with the "chick group" mainly. Just a group of girls. Sometimes, he comes over to our group to mostly talk to me, but today he was way different. He's always been so happy, so hyper. Today, even his hyper-ness was.. off. Like he wasn't really that happy.

;__; Argh I'm spazzing out. If he's sad, whether or not it's my fault, I'm going to act like it's my fault. I'd feel horrible if my best friend felt horrible. Dx Argh.

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