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I utterly hate my house. We've had no gas on for about three months now... meaning no hot showers. and currently we have to heat up water in a pan and pour it in a bucket. Then when we need warmth in our shower, we pour th water on us via plastic cup. And I haven't been feeling well recently so now I haven't had a chance to shower... *shudder* I'm gonna be sick for real here in a minute... I'm gonna throw up all over the school's computer... OH! Another shitty thing. My internet got shut off ((hopefully, only until today....)) and so I can only access Gaia here at school... thankfully, it's not blocked... But ((david, you big meanie)) it's probably gonna be blocked soon ((you jinxed it, buddy...)). Anyways.... I'm all hot and sweaty... I feel gross as hell... I just wanna go outside, get a cigarette and hopefully cool down because of the raining-ness outside... *flail* It's so hot in the computer lab.... ******** SUCKS!!! *gag sound* My hair is all a mess.... I wanna cry right about now.... I usually shower every friggin day.... It's annoying me.... And I have the messiest room currently in America.... so that's annoying me too... coz I know for a damn fact that when Hayley gets there today, she'll have something to say.... She always does... And she should be one to talk about a messy room.... Her room ******** sucks like hell at her mom's. Coz, unfortuantely for me, I have to share a room with a thirteen-year-old that acts like she's ready to be a mother... I'M ******** 17!!! I hate sharing my room... I envy all my friends because they don't have to deal with this kind of s**t like I do.... It's a little sickening... Talking about sick, I'm kinda dizzy right now... *fake happiness* yay!
Well, I've got one. My mom asked me yesterday is the s**t with Jessica has gotten worse. Well, I replied, "No... coz she knows she shouldn't DARE talk to me after the way she acted." And then she asked if the mediation has made any progress... I told her that should she start her s**t again, I'm going to Ross and telling him, "Make the mediation top priority..." Coz I really don't wanna deal with childish-a** games in my Senior year. Especially from a girl who's older than me and STILL a ******** Sophomore... So she needs to shut her ******** mouth saying that I'M lower than dirt just becasue I DIDN'T ******** HER BOYFRIEND!!! Yay... I'm shaking horribly... I'm hungry.
Another Part to my rant.... So, One of my friends from Southern Ohio came up to see me over this past weekend for my birthday. Yay, right? NOPE! Coz we stayed at my dad's house and my dad got drunk as hell... Saying s**t like, "You're supposed to spend time with me." Uhh.... I don't want to spend time with you when you drink... Coz I wanted to go to the mall... He didn't want to go. I'm sorry, but if you want to be a father to a teenage girl, you have to be willing to sacrifice your dislikes for s**t that she wants to do... ESPECIALLY if you don't see her that often. So, back to what I was saying, Saturday night, my dad got drunk as hell and starts threating my friend and being mentally abusive as ******** towards me ((calling me a b***h and a tramp)). And then ((here's the GOOD part)), my friend and I were trying to go to sleep, and he pulls out a ******** 9 from his room acting all like he's gopnna shoot someone... Should he have been completely sober, I wouldn't have been so damn scared.... But, no, he was trashed and so I was freaking out. "Now, you know you don't wanna hear this for real, do you?" That's what he said... and better yet, he was goin' on like, "Oh, I had no idea he was coming THIS weekend!" When in all reality, I TOLD HIM it was gonna be the weekend DIRECTLY after my birthday. He had it in his head that it was gonna be before summer break ended. So he's sitting there on the couch calling me a liar and a manipulator and all this other kind of s**t. AND THEN!!! My friend needed to go to the store for some medicine because he wasn't feeling well... So my dad was like, "I'll drive..." I was like, "What the ********? No!" And he does it anyways.... *sigh* This sucks a**....
I think that's about all for my rant for now... I'll probably think up something else during 6th period today...
 Glow Stick Mosh Pit · Fri Sep 12, 2008 @ 02:49pm · 0 Comments |
