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I've been really busy over the past month. I've been questing and working on my avi, along with trying to get back into the roleplaying scene. I've been on and off the Gaia and Myspace everyday now for the past month or so, just trying to pass the time. So why not roleplay and mingle with the other gaians? Well that's what I've been up to. And I like to roleplay. Have you ever? It's very time consuming. Especially when you've got more than one going on at a time. You pass the time quite quickly and you notice different people and their roleplaying skills. It's a fun process once you get into it really. : D

I've been looking through my old accounts and I noticed that I had many friends, many of them I never talked to, while many of them were just there to talk to so that my comments would go up in quantity. "Hey" and "What's up?" aren't going to do it for me anymore. I don't think I ever joined Gaia to make friends. Hey, if I make friends on here, that are actual worth-a-damn friends, then s**t. That'd be pretty sweet if I say so myself. But I've got real word friends that I can actually talk to and hang out with, but lately it's been rather boring in the friend department. It seems that ever since I graduated, I've been doing the same things over and over again. Seeing the same people. I wanna do something new, y'know? I want to get out to the clubs and party with randoms. I wanna get s**t faced on a daily basis, not a regular basis like I already do. Lol. But the only thing I can think of doing is getting on Myspace or Gaia and wasting the days away. But in the past week I've gone to a club, hung out with a few friends that I'm hoping to become better friends with here soon and I've seen my girlfriend numerous times. Oh did I mention that I'm falling for this girl? Almost 4 months strong and I'm feeling good about this girl. =]

I think this has been the most eventful month though. I learned how to chug a beer, finally. Which makes me wanna drink more and more now. I'm wanting my own hookah like everyday, haha, and I finally have a bowl. But along with happy times, there's been some pretty screwed up things happening. Like my parents are probably getting a divorce here soon, so it's going to be bye bye Florida and moving on from the past, and hello Oregon and greeting the future with open arms. Now this has been my goal from day one of moving to Florida to get the ******** out, but now that the time has come to finally leave, I don't know if I can do it. I mean, I'm going to have to say good bye to everyone that I care about, even my girlfriend, but it's just going to be hard. Some people won't even know that I'm gone and that's really what I want. I think only a select few are going to know that I'm going. And I don't really care if someone get's upset because I didn't see them before I left. This has been hard to deal with and I don't want bull s**t from someone because they didn't get to say good bye. As messed up as that sounds, it's the truth.

But I've gotta go for now. I've got to get to bed. Job huntin' tomorrow with my cousin. Then it's Riverglen or bust, lol. I've got exciting plans for the weekend. Oh yeah, I got a new book today by an amazing author, Chuck Palahniuk. I got the book Choke. I'm currently in the middle of Chapter 4 and I've gotta say, it's a damn good book. I'm hoping to finish the book before the movie comes out.