Things have definitely changed around here. What do I mean? Well, if this is too Emo for you to read...go on elsewhere and have a tall glass of STFU juice.
The mother of my daughter has proven time and again that she's one to be treated like she treats me: like s**t. Why? Because I've done everything in my power to make her happy, and yet all her friends see me as this incompetent ********. I used to hang where she did...I thought her friends were mine...I was interested in what she liked. All that got me was a bed on the sofa and restrictions all over. She lives high on the hog while I have to fight for the scraps. Do I tell the truth about this to those that matter? I don't because it doesn't help out my case...to those that matter in this, they see me as scum already - I'm scum and an opportunist. I don't leave because of the past...but I'm afraid of what the future will bring. My life isn't made any easier with having this information and knowing that there's nothing I can do about it. She'll just keep on her treatment of me while I continue to absorb more s**t on her.
But is life supposed to be like that?
Does she have the right to cast me aside like a dirty pair of socks while she says I am her's? If it was me with something on the side...she'd have treated me worse to force me to leave. I know it sounds all whiney what I'm saying...but what I want out of life is happiness. I deserve that much
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The Id of a deflated Ego
This is the combined bit of Blog and thought spewwing I need to keep me from going insane
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