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Just my thoughts
This is just me ranting about some things, don't like it, don't read it. Now writing an story. Read it if you like to.
Okay, so the other day I was on photobucket.com and I saw an headline titled Emo. So I clicked on it, just to see what people had there in their pictures. So as I was looking I said to see alot of them with emos are people who hate life, wish you guys were die, and you wish your were die, blah blah blah. It made me mad because the way I look at it, just because someone looks this way or that, doesn't mean they are emos.

I'm an girl of 18 years old. An few years back I went though the stage of depression and I wanted nothing more then to be gone from this earth. Not long after that my pop passed away. He was the world to me and once I saw how upset everyone was, I realized that I didn't want anyone to go though something like that if I went and died. So, I changed the way I looked at my life I guess you could say.

Same thing an few months back, an 19 year old was driving home and her car hit an patch of ice on the road and she went out in the ice cold water. She was the only girl I knew who would make anyone their friend and was always smiling adn I loved her for that. She was killed and no one really knows what happened after her car hit that patch of ice. She made me wonder about sometimes.

But you know what? I never tried to harm myself, I tried to stay away form that stuff. I get stressed alot and what not, but I would never harm myself. I don't think its stupid, but I think its an waste of life if you go and try to harm yourself. I mean come on, look at everything you have ahead of life.

Okay so maybe we listen to different music, have different clothes (mostly black), and our hair covers most of our faces, and you guys says we are emos. Like come on, we can't help it if we like the music or the clothes or the hair style. Its not our fault we are like this, its people who makes fun of us that makes it hard for us. We are just people and no one is better then anyone else in this world.

There earlier the week at school, I was made fun of cause of my hair and clothing choice, so I told the people to ******** off and leave me choice of clothes out of this. Then they told me to go cut myself, cause I looked emo. The vice-Principal called home on me and told my parents I had an attitude problem and the people who told me to go and cut myself got off with telling me something like that. I wasn't very happy the next day I went to school. Stupid school.

But I mean come on. Who cares what we look like. We are all people and no one is better then anyone else.

Stupid people. (Mostly preps.)

Anyways I have to go to work, if you feel like leaving an comment by all means do. Or if you wish to tell me something about yourself, and what to ask an question just PM me, I'll be around tomorrow morning.

-Kat





 
 
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