It's impossible! I can't stop loving him! Yes, he tares my heart out, but he also mends it. I he makes me cry, but that's because I avoided and didn't give him a chance to make me smile once more.
I love him! I'm afraid to stop loving him as I am afraid to lose him. Lose him to what though? To death? To life? To another girl?
YES!
I love him. I will miss him if he dies, moves, dates another girl. I shall mourn for him. I love him!!!!!!!!!!
I sob to myself. I am going to lose him. First love last not, but despite me knowing this. I want to be his. Marry him, hold him close and never let him go!!!!
I love Hunter! I want him to know, but I'll bit my tongue 'till I star bleeding.
So I'll declare it to myself!
I LOVE you!
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Here We Are, But We're Still Lost
I have spilled my heart on this journal and now I am making it public. I doubt what you will find will interest you much. It's only my battered soul.
Lol, sorry, that was really angst, wasn't it?
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