Its a weird thing, looking up at the same stars someone on the other side of the world saw the same thing, about 9 hours before. When i lay and stare up at the stars, i really begin contemplating life. Mostly where it's going, and about love. I wouldn't necessarily say that I believe in true love, but when looking at the stars, that all changes, and i begin to hope. Two friday nights ago my friend Taylor and I were laying out in her backyard, just watching the sky. We laid there for hours. I let my mind wander, and it kept returning to the same thing. I kept thinking of this guy, off on the other side of the world in Berlin, Germany, and... how do i put this.... i guess thinking about being with him, and about how slim my chances are of even meeting him are. Then i got to wondering what he thinks of, when he looks out at the stars. But now, the stars aren't shining as brightly as they have been, they've returned to their normal luminosity. I don't really know how I feel about this, i mean, it kind of saddens me, but at the same time, they can no longer mess with my head. And then I begin to wonder why they were so bright, and perhaps it was a sign. I've never really believed in that, either, but like I said, the stars like to mess with me. And then, a few days ago, my horoscope was talking about how i was going to realize that something I had begun to think of as quite possible is actually vary unrealistic. And I did. Taylor's the only one who understands what Im talking about, but i still wanted to write it. Also, i've become pretty sick emo i've got the basics, sore throat, fever, headache, but the worst part is that I cant eat without nearly puking it back up.
thats it for today. 3nodding
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