Okay, I've been on gaia for a year I believe, but I've never really posted in here because it seems like a waste of time. Its not like people would actually just come read your journal without you dropping some hint! Which is one of the reasons why I'm posting, and will continue to post. Its important to vent at times, and this journal will help me do that. I won't try to hurt anyone and I'll keep names private if I find a need to. I'm not a bad person and I'm only human.. but it seems I sin more times than a regular human does so here goes. Hopefully at least one person reads this, and if no one does.. I guess it just proves my theory. Hopefully no one'll judge me. A journal is a place to vent and express yourself.. and on gaia, its a window for people, at least in my opinion. So... here goes nothing.
About me:
Hm.. I wonder how I should start. Okay, the best way to describe me is.... an atom I guess. I'm positive, AND negative; Light and dark in one person. I appear to have multi-personalities, but I try to be as normal as I can so I don't scare my friends away.. though if they can't accept me the way I am, then thats their loss. I'm a good person almost all the time. You can ask people I talk to if you want a reference, but I always have the best intentions. I've got a pretty bad temper though sweatdrop and I always try to help even when I'm not wanted.
Now, thats what you see on GaiaOnline and what I am like. In Real life, I appear the nerd, the outcast, an annoyance.. and a mix of all three. I love to read, talk to people, etc. but around here, not everyone is exactly friendly. People say there are no groups or cliques in school, but in high school, there definitly are, you just might not notice at first. Jocks, Preps, Nerds.... I hate labels.. and I'm not sure if I have one. No one's prefect.. least of all me, but I try my best..
So.. before we continue, promise to not judge me? And try to see it through my eyes? I hope so... heart
+ Forever_Alone_in_Darkness
About me:
Hm.. I wonder how I should start. Okay, the best way to describe me is.... an atom I guess. I'm positive, AND negative; Light and dark in one person. I appear to have multi-personalities, but I try to be as normal as I can so I don't scare my friends away.. though if they can't accept me the way I am, then thats their loss. I'm a good person almost all the time. You can ask people I talk to if you want a reference, but I always have the best intentions. I've got a pretty bad temper though sweatdrop and I always try to help even when I'm not wanted.
Now, thats what you see on GaiaOnline and what I am like. In Real life, I appear the nerd, the outcast, an annoyance.. and a mix of all three. I love to read, talk to people, etc. but around here, not everyone is exactly friendly. People say there are no groups or cliques in school, but in high school, there definitly are, you just might not notice at first. Jocks, Preps, Nerds.... I hate labels.. and I'm not sure if I have one. No one's prefect.. least of all me, but I try my best..
So.. before we continue, promise to not judge me? And try to see it through my eyes? I hope so... heart
+ Forever_Alone_in_Darkness
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