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chapter 1: Birth....



I was born in september 9. My parents named me Shingi Casaragi. I was born as a normal child, but not that normal. I was born with blue hair and eyes. Some of the doctors told my mother that it was a miracle for me to be alive. My mother always considered me rare and special, my father mirage. Many years have passed and still some people treat me like a freak at school. All of my friends changed of school at nine th. grade and I fell so lonely because my other friends near, at home had to move to other place.
At that time i had 13 years. So I grew taller than i was before. My mother and father were proud of me because i was a nice boy and because i had good grades at school. But still i was not happy, cause i had no friends to play with or talk. In August 10, my mother woke me up and left me at school at 7:10 Am. I was still half asleep, but my mother was so stubborn for me waking up early for the first day at school. After she left me I started looking for the bulletin board, were they put the group list. I was in group 9-2. There was so many people and their names i could not understand . In that moment some one pushed me.
-Hey you, get out of the way kid!
-Sorry.
-Sorry idiot!
-...
-Did the mouse eat your tongue.
After that some one said something that stoped him.
-Shut up, will you?!
-Oh! Director i didn't see you!
-Yeah, yeah. Keep going will you.
-Ok.
And that kid run to a classroom. I was scared for a moment, but i could calm down after that.
-Go to your class room kid.
-Ok sir.
So i go near my classroom. While I was preparing something pulled me. It was a girl, a girl that i seemed to know from somewhere but, I don't remember her. She pulled me to a place so silent and lonely.
-Hey, please stop thinking and hear me for a moment, please!- she said
-Who are you?
-I'm Ruri Ayato from those other classroom you were in the other years. I have been following you for years waiting for you but you didn't even talk to me.
-Sorry- for years, i didn't even know but she seems nice.
-So I wanted to ask you something very important, so please think about it...
She put her hands on mines. My heart was pounding so fast and strong and my cheeks were so red.
-So, could you...
-...
-Could you... I don't know how to say it.
My heart start pounding faster than ever. All of my body could not move and ether think.
-Will you be my boyfriend!
My feelings were never this big to a person. I was totally paralyze and so red on all of my face. Her face was so closed to mine and still moving...
I could not even move. What should I do...
-It's cause I love you for a long time. I was waiting for you to tell me that you love me, but I could not wait. I could not wait cause I love you, please accept me as your girlfriend! I was waiting for so long for this- she said to me with her face coming so close to mine.
My heart was pounding faster than ever, her lips were close to mine, so close, and i feel so much from her in so little time. I don't know what to do...
to be continue...