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How will I ever know if you care?
So far away...
I want to know.
Slowly going insane over a course of a day.
My curiosity won't let me be.
Your kind words puzzle me.
Should I trust you?
Or should return to me?
I don't want to make the wrong choice and hurt you...
but in the end,I always hurt myself.
Wishing I knew the reason I loved you,
you never seem to be there.
I hate your absence.
Why can't you be here?
I want you to be one with me,
that is,if you want to live as a we.
Thinking it'd be best to keep to myself,
ignoring thee only makes things worse.
I wish you were here,
beside me,
easing the pain.