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OH, MY POOR KILEY ...

IT'S REALLY ******** SAD THAT MY PARENTS ARE STILL ********. THAT MY BABY SISTER HAS TO COME STAY WITH ME BECAUSE OUR PARENTS ARE TOO ******** UP TO WATCH HER THEMSELVES.

THAT THEY'RE SO ******** SELFISH ... ANY GOD DAMN TIME SOMETHING GOES WRONG IN THEIR LIFE, IT'S AUTOMATICALLY PILLS & ALCOHOL. FORGET THAT YOU HAVE ******** KIDS, A ******** 12-YEAR-OLD, AT LEAST REMEMBER HER. GOD DAMN, AT LEAST ******** ACT LIKE YOU CARE. PRETEND YOU GIVE A GOD DAMN.

DON'T YOU THINK IT ******** KILLS ME TO HEAR HER SAYING, "I THOUGHT THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO BE RESPONSIBLE. I THOUGHT YOUR PARENTS WERE SUPPOSED TO BE RESPONSIBLE. WHY CAN'T I JUST LIVE WITH YOU?"? IT MAKES ME SO MAD.

ALL THESE ******** YEARS ... & STILL. YOU STILL DON'T REALIZE THAT YOUR OWN CHILDREN ARE HUMAN BEINGS. WE ARE JUST AS ANIMATED AS YOU. WE NEED ALL THE THINGS YOU NEED. WE EXIST. MAYBE NOT TO YOU. BUT TO SOMEONE. IT'S THE SADDEST ******** THING. YOU CAN CALL YOURSELF "PARENTS". IT'S RIDICULOUS.

I SHOULD ******** JUST FINALLY GIVE UP. TURN YOU BOTH IN. & TAKE YOUR LAST CHILD TO CALL ME MOTHER AS YOUR OTHER 2 HAVE. DON'T THINK I HAVEN'T CONSIDERED IT ... DON'T EVER ONCE THINK THAT I HAVE LOVED OR FORGIVEN YOU ENOUGH, NOT TO CONSIDER IT.

******** YOU. SHE IS THE ONLY SISTER I HAVE. IF I HAVE TO SAVE HER FROM YOU. I WILL. JUST KNOW THAT. KEEP IT AS AN INCENTIVE TO BECOME SOME KIND OF A PARENT ONE DAY. WE ARE STILL WAITING. BUT I'M NOT SURE FOR HOW MUCH MORE LONGER.