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Poems... How Popular Is Your Fame, Your Unspeakable Beauty, Unquestionable Intelligence... While You Either Sit Or Stand, Everyone's There Admiring, "You Work So Hard, You Earn Your Rights" Everyone Says. As I, Casted Aside, Sit Alone, I Contemplate Your Empty Smiles, Are You Doing This In Vain? Or Are You Following Someone Else's Steps? Or Perhaps... You're Doing What They Say? Whatever It Is... The Real Question Is... Are You Happy? Are You Really Happy? Because, Even Though Im Casted Aside, Ignored, Unattended... I Know What Is Happiness, And Even Though I Can't Seem To Find It. So Can't You... So Why Won't You Stop This? And Start Being You? Even Though There's No Hope Left For Me, At Least I Will Smile When You Smile, Truly, Because You Have Found What I Have Not, You Have What I Can't Get... Happiness. The Hardest I Try, The Worst My Failure. The More I Want It, The Less I Reach. No Matter How Hard, I Just Simply Fail... I Fail To Make You Happy, I Fail To Make You Proud, I Fail To Understand Why Can't I Do It Right... The More I Give, The More You Take. I Cry Failing To Understand... You Both Say, "She Tries So Hard, She's So Good" You Can Almost Call Her Perfect. But... Have I Not Tried? Am I Not Tired And Need To Rest? Don't I Try Hard Enough To Make You Feel Proud? Don't I Try Hard Enough In My 'Own' Ways? Have I Not Tried To Impress You Before? Have I Not Suffered? Haven't I Cried My Eyes Out Of Frustration? Haven't I...? -------------------------------------- Bot Quotes: "You never hesitate to tackle the most difficult problems." "You teach best what you most need to learn." "People are beginning to notice you. Try dressing before you leave the house." "You have a will that can be influenced by all with whom you come in contact." "You'll wish that you had done some of the hard things when they were easier to do." "Don't plan any hasty moves. You'll be evicted soon anyway."

Posted by: Sy Alopex Mon Oct 27, 2008 @ 11:13pm

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Commented on: Sat Nov 01, 2008 @ 01:16pm


	Keep me hanging STILL xDD Post more story please/ xD

Commented on: Sun Dec 21, 2008 @ 03:07am


	I dont know what do you expect from me, I dont know what you want from me, I can't change, I wont budge. Im happy, Im sad, Im mad. I smile, I cry, I love, I hate. I live, I'll die. I ponder, And think, give thoughts, undecided I am. I laugh, I scream, I whisper, I shout. I win, I loose, I achieve, I fail. Im indecisive, Im thoughtful, Im quick headed. Im decent, Im half decent, Im shy, Im modest, Im extroverted, But not to everyone. Im every little thing you can think of... So don't ask me to explain myself because... you see... I can't... so... You Tell Me about Me...

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Commented on: Mon Dec 22, 2008 @ 03:10am


	Total Value: 996,708 Gold After Exclusions: 30,455 Gold [Item Information] Item List: Angelic Microphone White Stockings White Fur-Trimmed Underwear Bright Silver DASH Boots White Leather Belt Felicia's Gloves Snow Feather Black Wulf Tail Inari's Beads Inari's Beads 4th Gen Coocoon (3rd Gen) Picolitrosso's Urn 2nd Gen. Fallen Wish Doll Ears Gills

Commented on: Tue Dec 23, 2008 @ 08:47pm


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Commented on: Tue Dec 23, 2008 @ 11:26pm


	What type of Fae are you? O>o

Commented on: Tue Dec 30, 2008 @ 07:18pm


	You Held My Heart In Your Arms, But You Just Had To Break It, But Perhaps... It Didn't Meant Much To You, I Mean, You Never Think About What We Think, Or Have To Say About 'It', Of Whatever Is The Matter, The 'It' We're Talking About. Well, Now A Days It's More Like, The 'It' You Fight About, Brag About, Keep Talking About And Hurting Everyone Around You, Not Caring, Not Noticing What You Are Doing, Breaking My Heart <!--3 But I Forgive You, Even If I Even Heard You Say, "I Shouldn't Have Had Kids Yet", And, "I Should Have Waited". As Much As It Breaks Me, I Wont Break You, And Even If My Throat Hurts, Just Because Im Holding These Tears Back, I Will Remian Strong, And If It Goes Bad For Me, I Rest In The Fact That At Least I Tried. And Even If There's More To Be Said, I'll Leave, With A Pain In My Heart, With Tears In My Eyes, I'll Leave With A Simple Goodbye. Because I Know A Better Tomorrow Is To Come, In Somebody's Wide Open Arms. May God Help Me.

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Commented on: Tue Dec 30, 2008 @ 07:33pm


	Your Poet (Translated Lyric) When I Woke Up, You Were There, That Girl Of Which I Have Always Dreamed Of, I Dressed Her Skin, Her Lips I Kissed, And I Refuged Myself In Her Heart, My Heart Beats, Beats For You, And If I Sing And Cry, I Sing For You, My Whole Life I Give To You, Do Not Be Afraid, Here I Am. [Chorus] Your Poet, Your Summer, The Silence In My Voice Saying 'I Love You', My Princess, My Spring, My Tenderness And My Love For The First Time. You Know Me Well, I Will Always Love You, And Even If We're Far, I Will Always Be Here, I Will Be Your Poem, Your Reason Of Being, You Will Be My Queen, My Only One, You Will Be My Breath, My Eden, My Eternal Romance, Loyal and confident, The Girl From My Being, Water From The River Of Which I Will Drink. [chorus]x2 I Am A Child Who's In Love, The Design Of Your Dreams In My Being, Beautiful Butterfly, Prisoner From This Love Which Never Gives Up, Never Gives Up.

Commented on: Sat Jan 03, 2009 @ 07:02pm


	Complete and total adoration, My gift to you, my heart is yours. In a few weeks you shaped it, Held it tight and protected it, completed it. You hold it dearly on your arms, I thank you for taking the 'first step'. Since then you have said so many lovely things, I positively adore. I do have these memories, And hopefully see what we could be, Sometimes I poner of what we could be, in a few years from now. I wish I could hold your hand and never let it go. I wish, and try, it's all I can do for now. We'll make together more memories. More Memories... I wish I could be in your arms, So I wouldn't have to wake without you everyday. This time I think things are real, I know they are. You are my priority, the rest is options. I've let you see a side of me no one else see's. I know that promises are just words, until they're fulfilled, Which I know they will. From the beggining I have offered my heart, I hope it's more than enough. Someday we'll be together, And hopefully we'll remember the things we said to each other. I hope you know that everything I have said is in sincerity. I don't expect anything bad from this, But if something like that happens, We're not to blame. I consider this a miracle, It's so precious and dear. This is like a perfect story, I have fallen in love with the one who's helping me write it. <333

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Commented on: Wed Jan 07, 2009 @ 03:48am


	¿Qué le dijo el café al azúcar? Sin ti mi vida sería amarga.

Commented on: Fri Jan 16, 2009 @ 04:29am


	Find your Celestial Choir

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Commented on: Sat Mar 14, 2009 @ 05:01am


	casted aside... うまれるの火、レオ dice: like your the unspecial one? dont feel it うまれるの火、レオ dice: you lots better than yoru sister in soo many different ways Ж-4® ŻѲΐδŠ ŞŁŎЯ¥, ГσγЄ Sǿηğ "Endless~" dice: I dont believe in 'who's better and who's not' because everyone has something to offer, and what I dont have, someone else does but... Most of the time, they do worry about her more than me, I hear them everyday "She's so tired." And I sigh and think "And Im not...?", and I mostly hear them say "She tries so hard" ... "Dont do I?" But their always used, "Ella hace todo y se esfuerza... Ж-4® ŻѲΐδŠ ŞŁŎЯ¥, ГσγЄ Sǿηğ "Endless~" dice: y mira, bendito, ella se sacrifica, aunque se desespera muy rápido, su recompenza viene" ... "Dont I try my best in my 'own' ways? Have I not tried to impress you before? Have I not suffered? Haven't I cried out of frustration? Haven't I...?"

Commented on: Mon Mar 30, 2009 @ 05:58am


	I like all ur poems :B They're good <3 I like the one in pink letters, The on about ur love <D Du you have bf or something ;3 ??

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